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Learning to Live for Him "Well, I was going to write something pretty different.But this sort of came to me as I started typing.Enjoy. I've been going to church as long as I can remember, and have always considered myself to be a "Christian", but I never had a real relationship with God, I believe, until I went to university.But let's skip back a few years.In 1998 at a Christian camp I was baptised.Baptised??But I thought you were christened and??Yes,I was.But baptism wasn't something that I had intended to do.I went to see my friends get baptised.However while watching I started to shake, and cry.I knew that I had to be baptised.To be honest I wasn't entirely sure why, or exactly what I was doing. I just knew that I had to do it.This was my first real encounter with God.It is not one that I will forget. University has not been easy.It's been fun,I have worked hard, occasionally!!!But my faith has been tested and strengthened in many ways.When I first came I saw all these people who were so engrossed in their Bibles.Who knew so much.I felt just a little bit lost.All I knew were the stories I had read.I guess that actually the Bible hadreally come to life for me.It was just another book.But I could then see that I needed to read it daily and learn as much about God as I. However in doing this I think I also losttrack of where I was heading.Ientrated too much on the learning and not enough on the doing.1 verses 23-24 says, "Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like" So in essence this is what
I was doing. Hearing the Word, forgetting the Word, and livingthe same
way that I did live.Now I'm afraid I can't saynow yes I'm doing everything
I've learnt.I'm not, and that is what I am working on.God is constantly
disciplining me about life, and I constantly say "yes I know"
and then ignore the discipline. Adam has completed his course at university and is currently seeking employment. Meantime, he is doing voluntary work within St Thomas' Church |